It hurts not to trust, and I know you feel it too 
because of the tears I heard inside your throat
when you told me that it didn’t matter

@bekfast

I didn’t even mean to do that; I forgot that was going to happen,

I love you :(

Currently peeing my pants; I’ve always thought this was great.
Me and Erin used to put on chin face shows for our parents when we were like, 8

Hahah, how much enjoyment I would get out of that cat if I knew him.

I fell asleep in a chair by the fireplace
And I woke up in the kitchen sink
With an umbrella full of holes atop my head and
I fell asleep on the table with your picture in hand
And I woke up in the cupboard
With some scrapes on my arms and a mouthful of hell

Chains are rattling in the attic again
And the birds left their nests in the windowsill
And dust had settled over everything
And the ceiling fan still cuts a lazy circle

Got a picture on the mantlepiece
Of the way that I thought that we’d end up
But it shares no resemblance to that
Yeah, that shares no resemblance to that

I tore the dreams from my head and tossed them in the flames
And the smoke smelled like my past
And it stung my eyes, but I was too stubborn to blink and

I slept inside the piano ‘til the rain was gone
And I woke up when I saw the sun
And wiped the sleep from my eyes, yeah I knew my time had come

We’re all still a part of everything that we were
And we’ll all float along with everything
And in turn, we’ll all fall apart with everything
We’ll learn just what things are like outside our heads

And I hear them singing
I hear my name
I feel you tug my skin
And I was happy to fade

I am in love with you, Ryan Gossling <3

(go to the flickr for more delicious photos :D)

Blah blah blah,
College history is going to be the death of me, I swear.

Luckily though, work soon,
And I will drink countles numbers of free, tripple, two pump pepermint, two pump mocha, mochas :))

Which happens to be going well;
Yesterday it was just natalie, zach, and me and they said to eachother that Ashlie seems much smarterv than all of the other ‘trainees’, and when I objected, zach told me that I’m very good at my job :)
And my night was made.

Dead Mans Bones, Ryan Gosslings band, is continuig to ignite my fire?
His voice gets me out of the bed in the morning.

And also, while I’m catching up, I desperately want an auburn color leather jacket :), bad bad bad bad.

Boy Meets World :(

where have you gone, good friend?.

R.I.P Boy Meets World <3